WingsOrion rising highLike the high you hide behindToo afraid to fallSo you never learned to flyEndowed with the best of wingsYet here you stand, right next to meWatching Orion rise so highWhile you hold back, terrified
WordsI want my words to hauntTo catch your gaze and hold it hostageTo mesmerize and implant itselfIn your recollectionI want my words to seduceTo leave you shaking on the floorTo remain a shadow in your mindLong after the exploitationI want my words to fascinateTo bring sight to the blindTo exist between the linesTo slide the darkness to the sideI want my words to lift from the pageTo infect lackadaisical mindsTo infect and revitalizeTo realize that which we all are seeking
.medicated.the walls cave inmelodiesfrom past memoriesdistracting mefrom my recolectionsmothered by the soundof your voiceverifying all my fearsthe walls shudderas they push inmy heart fluttersas the colors blend inwith all the shadows of my mindthe fear is cascading out from metrying to remember just to breatheyou still stand before memelodiesfrom past memoriesreverberatingaround the insideof my headreminding meof times when i was hereback where i ran awayfrom all the thingsthat haunt mein the nightthe walls cave inand further down i sinkin this spiralof meand my broken soulthe sky melts inbecoming onewith my screamsand still you stand before memelodiesoh these melodiespounding backas the walls cave inmy pulse quickensim back here againtomorrow has no purposebut to remind methat im so damn brokenbut for now the melodiesof past memoriesmight keep mefrom falling inand suffocatingon my wishful thinking
Blow Out WIPsilent scream reverberatingblasting through my ear drumsfallingso many things worth so much more worryyet these thoughts just keep on comingdarkness soaks through every poremy insides melt straight through the floorthe tremors tear me limb from limbleaving me on the floor againtime slides through my fingers, wastedraped from the insideby this addiction
StuntedI amnothing morethan a testamentto the permanenceof my damage,yet I continueto breathe this air,if onlyfor the sakeof fear.